Saturday, July 19, 2008

I'm a Horrible Daughter!

My mom and I really reached a new point in our relationship. Thursday I was out all night and my  mom didn't know where the hell I was.  She didn't know where I was until 9A.M. Friday morning. When I got home my whole family told me how she was crying all night. When I checked my phone there was 6 voice mails, 13 missed calls, and 20 text messages. When I finally called her I could here the weight of her deep concern lift. I felt so horrible my mom has been through enough in her life. I didn't mean to scare her like that.  She was so worried that Friday she kept me home just so she could sleep and calm her nerves

         When she and I got to see each other she made me feel even worse. She was hurt and feels like I'm drifting to far from her. Now we have a new rule. If I'm not coming home just call and tell her  that I'm staying at a friends house. I'll give her the exact address I'm staying at. I even gave her the numbers of all my important friends.    
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