IS BEING A LONG LONG...TIME SINCE I HAVE STEPPED IN THE DOORS OF HL....AND I KNOW SOME OF U ARE THINKIN IF I WOULD EVER WALK IN THOSE DOORS AGAIN...OR IS HE JUST GONNA LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACC WITH OUT A TRACE.....WAS HE WORTH THE TIME THERE....OR JUST PLAIN OLD "HES NOT DEDICATED ENOUGH".........SMH....I MAY HAVE LEFT THESE IMPRESSIONS ON PPLS MIND THESE PAST WEEKS.....YEA I KNOW......I WOULD BE ASHAMED OF ME TOO......BUT.....AND YEA I WOULD BE DISAPOINTED TOO....IDK HOW TO PUT IT IN WORDS SOO IMMMA JUST TYPE IT ......I KNOW I AM WILLIN TO BE ACTIVE AT HL AGAIN...BUT I HOPE IT WOULD AND COULD BE POSSIBLE....JUST WANN KNOW IF IM WORTH COMIN BACC TOO....BUT THEN IF NOT....I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND AND I KNOW IS MY MISTAKE...BUT HEY...I GOTTA GO TO COLLEGE SOME HOW........AND IF I DONT GET THOSE APPLICATIONS IN BY MONDAY...THAT CHANCE MIGHT BE PUT ON HOLD AND THAS ONE THING IM NOT EXPECTING RIGHT NOW....JUST NOT.....APPLY TO A SKOOL PPL TELLIN ME IM NOT GETTIN INTO BUT ...I DONT CARE WAT PPL THINK....NOT EVEN MY COLLEGE ADVISOR...SHE KNOWS NOTHIN....IF IM WILLIN TO TRY..THEN I AM....ATLEAST I DID.......IM WILLIN TO HEAD BACC TO HL BUT.....IS JUST UP TO HL TOO SEE IF THEY WANT TO RECIECVE ME BACC.....OTHER THAN THAT...IT WAS NICE BEING APART OF SUCH A PROGRAM.....IF IT WASNT FOR HL THIS DESIGN WOULD HAVE NEVER EXSISTED.....UP AND OUT.....UNVaLeD....
