i don't know if its because of home, but today im just feeling so down. im usually not like this. im usually happy, laughing, and trying to make everyone else happy but today s completely different. hopefully i will feel better a little later. maybe the work i need to do will eventully make me forget that i have problems, for so long. i need to relax, finish up some work, and then go to sleep. who knows maybe il even stay that way!